Complicated

Do you see me?

I stand beside you all day yet you don’t.

Do you notice me?

I try to get your attention,calling, and yelling, whispering and grasping.

Yet you don’t.

Do you love me?

I try to prove to you my honesty,my emotions, crystal clear like the Atlantic.

I try to make my words into actions suitable for convincing a queen, that her heart is safer with me, that I want to be her King. And that I’m capable.

But you don’t.

You’ve never loved me, not even in passing.

And that’s why I’m here now, left to write letters, send them to my own mail, open and read them for myself, to convince me of my sanity.

To convince me, that I can still be whole again in your absence. To convince me, that I can still move on, no matter how hard, no matter how tough it is.

Just to convince me, even slightly that I can love again,

That the heart you’ve broken can be whole again.

#love #poetry #complicated #Ajay

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